Kaya Foolsmate Interview, August 2006
~An Invitation into Beauty~
int. Yumiko Kokoi

pg 101

 

After Schwarz Stein's break up 2 years ago you've started once more as the solo singer "Kaya." What's your basic concept?

I said this back when I was in Schwarz too, but I'd like to convey a world of aestheticism and decadence so it's easy to understand, and that's what's at the nucleus of it all. At the moment it's taken the form where I'm singing like this by myself, but I'd like to try out all sorts of things, and not get caught up where I am. After this I might end up in a band, might use live instruments, or may even do a joint project with someone. Right now my appearance also relies on this kind of make-up, but if you say "aestheticism," doesn't it have a different sense of value depending on the country it's in? I think I'd like to do those things as I please and in various ways, so I don't get caught up in myself and what I've already created.

You say that the core of your work is aestheticism and decadence?

Now, I don't think there's any type of musical genre within the music scene that you could call "aesthetic-kei". If you wear make-up and pursue beauty, then it's like, "Oh, you're visual kei…" isn't it? I'd like to break that down. If you speak in terms of aesthetic literature, then there's Tanizaki Junichiro, Mori Mari, and Mishima Yukio, and there are aesthetic-like people in all sorts of other genres, but in Jpop everyone's lumped together. I'd like to revise that sense.


There's one more thing, but club sound's your specialty it seems. Like you want to relay the fantastic nature of the dance floor.

I do think I'd like to spread the way people have fun at clubs to live houses. Put simply, perhaps the sensation of becoming one with the music? When people go to clubs, there's not the feeling of "performers and audience", but they come with the sense that "If I don't come, it won't start." I'm pretty much like that too (laughs). And so, because that part of me wants to begin spreading that, there's a part of my music that does specialize in dance numbers.


What's the attraction of the club feel?


In a club there are a lot of things that are free, or more like it's the wonderful sense of freedom without regard to gender and race, and religion, mixed with the deepening of the night that bring out a hint of decadence. Everyone's been drinking too, and so it's not just freedom, but a feeling of debauchery. I can't express it too well though.

In one sense, it's a feeling of detachment?

Right. This is just my own theory, but there's a big difference between gothic and decadence, and there's a gorgeous element in decadence that's not there in the gothic.

I see. But isn't it hard to infuse a live house with club ways? If it's a live house, isn't it more mainstream for people to do hand movements and the like?

For that I have a lot of plans regarding how to make it more like a live, so for example, for the June live I did things like bring in a DJ and have him play only songs that I liked and thought were easy to take in, and had drag queens and had men close to the scantily clad ones you'd find at clubs, a lot of people, on the stage dancing. Then after that, since I want to have a stage that you can't find in other bands, I do things like establish a dress code.

It's just like a party, hm.

Yes, More than a live house, I'd like to create a sense that it's a show occurring during a party. My ideal is a feeling like I've built a bridge between an underground party and a live house. I receive a lot of mail from the fans saying the same thing too. They have an interest in drag shows, but either they have no courage and can't go, or they don't know where to go to find them. So I figured I'd do it for them.

By the way, what kind of music do you yourself like?

Originally I liked 80's music, and stuff like Dead or Alive and Kylie Minogue, but right now I'm into hard house.
I see. And before you said that when you're in a club atmosphere you feel free.

Does that mean that there are a lot of things in reality that make you feel un-free?

I suppose so. I've always had a sense of discomfort. And then when I first went to a club I felt so free. Maybe this is an exaggeration, but I felt like I had been freed. And so I wondered if I couldn't do my part in helping others with that too. Yeah, I had a lot of worries when I was younger. It's getting easier though.

What kinds of worries?

I can't really say it very well in just one sentence, but things like wars and religions in the world, and things about myself that highly worried me. So when I moved from Shikoku to Tokyo and stepped into the club, and in that instant saw man and women of all different ages heaped together with disregard to their country, race, and sex, I thought how free and wonderful it all was.

It seem like deliverance from sexuality is also one of your themes, but what is your sexuality (straight, gay, bi)?

It's not a matter of having one or not having one. It's not an appearance or sexual discrimination thing either, but based on sensibility, and so until now, among the people I've purely loved, there have been men and women, even those who are extremely different than myself in age. I think everyone's like that! But I think in the end everyone fixates on age and appearance (laughs). For me it wasn't just based on passion, but I also came to worry about my way of thinking and how my world differed. With that one consciousness it's really easy to feel at ease, and so I think I'd like to bring that out as a topic.

Returning to the topic of music, how are you making steps in making the songs?


As a solo artist I'm doing the performing and organization all by myself, and for the songwriter, I convey my world view and direction beforehand, and then direct him on the fine details of what feel I want to the song before I receive it. I've felt from long before that Kalm, who wrote the songs for my first and second singles, is someone who writes very beautiful, unique songs, and when I requested song from him, he was happy to do them for me.


You've never composed before?

It would be nice if I could compose them for myself, but I'm basically very much a vocalist, and so I'm not that much oriented towards becoming a singer/songwriter. And I don't have any problems singing songs others have written either, so it's not an issue.

Your first single, Kaleidoscope, had a very gothic, digital turn…

I wanted to make it something that would easily show what direction I'm taking as Kaya. I wanted to show a world of beauty and decadence in one song. And as for the lyrics, they're my commitment. The aesthetic revolution I want to pursue will take perserverence and a lot of effort, or more like I feel that it will be a long battle, and so that was my commitment to starting it.

And the coupling song, "Remains of Mind", is dark and dramatic.

Although "Kaleidoscope" was the premise for my thoughts and feelings, I kept the listeners firmly in mind, but "Remains of Mind" is a sublimation of my personal worries and conflicts written into a song. They're's a sense like they're just like something out of my diary, and it's to the extent that I was wondering if it would really be okay to release it. Actually, they're bits that I wrote out in a journal and took out and made into lyrics just like they were.

I can feel an extremely heavy darkness in the song.

What happened to you? It must have been painful...I received a lot of fanletters with that impression, but it was surprising that the lyrics to this song were immensely popular. Those who have been with me from the beginning wrote things like "this is Kaya." It'd be a little too heavy if that were all I wrote though (laughs)

And your September release, "Masquerade", seems to be jazz.

My mom was always someone who loved jazz, and so it was always playing at home along with classic and popular music, so perhaps I naturally think it has a good feel to it.

It sounds like you had a good household environment.

I really do think I was lucky. My surroundings were overflowing with music and beautiful things. And I really like roses, but it's a like mother like child thing. Perhaps it's because my mother noticed how many rose goods I had and became envious, but when I went home there were so many...(laughs)

What's the meaning in the title, "Masquerade"?

Before I'd gone to a bit of a maniac type of club, and I'm singing about what happened there. It became an entirely different world from the afternoon to the night, and there were people from all different sorts of sexes, sexualities, and countries gathered there, and only someplace like a masked ball can you have a different face at night....I thought it was Masquerade-ish out of habit. And that was the perpetuous for thinking to write these lyrics.

I think jazz is also a type of dance music! So this kind of music can make you feel passion and corporeality.

That's right. I wanted to release something with a more real feeling. There's a violin in the beginning, and it has a really raw, lively tone. I wanted the song's rawness to come out, and so we added it in hastily.

The coupling song, "Psycho Butterfly", has a touch of digital and gothic to it as well, doesn't it?

When it comes to gothic and decadence, I like decadence better, and really I've been focusing on the decadence part of it. Maybe it's only a minor change, but when I asked Kalm to write it, I wanted to try doing something that was completely gothic. The lyrics are from my own experiences, of course, but this time the focus is on the Japanese. I've always wanted to sing something with the sabi of hiragana, and I think I've finally been able to accomplish that.

The transient feeling of the butterfly comes to life in the words "hira hira", and the effect is truly beautiful.

I really like butterflies, along with roses, and I've used them for a long time, but when I went solo I started thinking of how I'd like to use them again somewhere. So when the gothic song was done, I thought "Ah, I can use it here!"

Roses and butterflies are an important motif then?

Whether it's roses or butterflies, I feel that with just those I can convey my world view well. Transience, beauty, and cruelty, I feel everything's concentrated within the two.

And many of your thoughts are in there too.

This time I went all out too (laughs) I hope it'll serve as the stimulus for those who listen to the music and read the lyrics, even if their consciousness doesn't undergo any change, to at least know that this kind of world exists.

And what is your closing remark for this time?

As I said before, I'm expressing decadence and beauty in a way that's easy to understand, and I'd like to establish an aesthetic genre of music. And if it can be a support in changing the listener's sense of awareness, then I will be happy.

 

 

...Kaya went to Moonside? edisnoom yes is no and no is yes everyone's got a different face and I wanna finish Earthbound (;_;) Stupid jobs.

Other than that, I play the violin (or I used to...like, I still can, but not as well), and so I have this natural affection for anyone who mentions it
: P I've always thought gypsies are the best violin players. There's this one technique where they wind the horsehair around the string and pull, and then they use pizzicato and double strings and it's really awesome. Highly recommended. Of course they can do that because they have horses and I can't because then I'd just use up all the hair on my bow and no one would buy me a new one and that would be angsty. My grandma said we were descended from gypsies, but we think she was just a little out of it.

Um...anyhow, sorry this was late; I only have Saturdays to myself now, and I had to learn CSS first so this page would look like how I want it to look. Those who don't have their own websites probably won't understand, but for someone who basically did everything in Dreamweaver and MSPaint for 4 years because she couldn't afford anything else, having Photoshop at my disposal is quite an incentive to learn new things (plus I've been studying Java and CSS is relatively similar so it was easy-peasy doncha know).

Perhaps next I'll compose odes to Kaya with Sonar XD ...or not...

 

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