Yesterday at noon I was walking not far from my house when I was stopped by the police.
Then and 2 times before.
I was wearing a T-shirt and 3/4 pants and sneakers and it was completely normal so why'd they do that?
I really was totally uberly normal....
It made me lust for their blood (snicker)

Well, when I'm just sitting there people often tell me I look "scary" or "cold" or "grumpy", that much is for sure.
Then there's that I look "gloomy" (bitter smile)
Truthfully I'm a splendidly talkative, silly young lad though, really.
But still I've never been told even once that I look "lively" or "kind"!!
I wanna see if just once I can't have someone tell me I look "lively".
Ah well, I have a feeling no one'll say that in the future either!

And because of that, with a little bit of bloodlust remaining, do I write my songs.

06/13 Hora

Didn't Kaya? (laughs)
Well,
I can't really say anything because I don't think I've ever seen him,
but if his songs and diary entries are sincere then I think he does come across like he said.
I bet he'd be fun to hang out with.


Some people just don't express their emotions well though I guess. My brother's like that.
When I get really upset I stop eating, and last time my brother came over to cheer me up while I was sitting at the kitchen table after moping and crying for about 3 days because he was worried.
Throughout the whole conversation he looked grumpy, cold, and kinda PO'd,
but I could still tell he cared. Maybe if he had some facial expressions it might have helped...w

I get told I'm lively all the time, enough to cheer other people up and change their lives, apparently O_o But today I was also told I also look like I'm flirting with everyone by my boss at my weekend job. To clarify for Hanachan's benefit.
Boss: "Oh you. I know what you're up to. Shame on you.."
Me: "What? Huh? What did I do?!?!"
Boss: "Pretending you're all innocent and stuff! I saw that! You've been blushing and flirting with all the guys with that soft little voice of yours all day. You can't fool me. Hah."
Me: "nono! I AM innocent! I'm not flirting with anyone and besides I don't...
well. They bought stuff at any rate."

I really wasn't. That's completely not me.
I'd rather be told I look grumpy..

 

 



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